Archive for January, 2006

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Jan 31, 2006 in My Shout Outs

I think it is true. Everyone said people’s hands leg mouth eyes will be all over me at clubs. I said no it doesn’t happen, but I just realised it does, it is just that I didn’t know hah hah..

Zouk zouk..it was so packed, hardly any space to dance at all. The folks wanted tabs but thankfully Sam rejected it. So it was to Happy, though initially they wouldn’t have gone cuz ‘a crap dj was spinning’. I followed Sam and Gary to Legend but had a call just as I stepped in, and I saw xavier across the road. Chatted with him, and Jack smsed me sayin he is at ynot. Told him I was juz outside actually and he got me in. He has been such a sweet guy really as well. Poor guy had a lil tiff with someone, but this bunch of frens he was with was quite new to me. Never really saw before. Dances one after another. They were basically fighting to like have 15 mins with me at a time haha but they were good fun. Ken on the other hand seemed quite sad I was told and yeh he seems so. He said he had a headache. I wanted to ask him if he was sad over relationships but I decided not to bring anything up. I said, let’s go dance it away and so we did. He was all over me and left me one heck of a huge love bite. I was quite high already from all the drinking but I let him do what he wanted lah…poor fella, I did what I could to make him feel better. I sure hope he is.

Back to Happy, with my top off the second time round. This was where Sam and friends said people were all over me. Didn’t feel anything. Was dancing with vince (I owed him the dance cuz I made him wait for so long….sorry) getting all steamy up there but at least I think I hold my drinks a tad better now. But brandy and soda…not cool. Soda and carbonated drinks during a drinking session is like a very good liquid to induce vomitting for me…hmm

And when the lights came on at 4, that’s when the night begun for me only. For all you dirty minded people, clear your head! It is NOT that! :)

Btw Vince pointed out alvin to me. Which alvin? The alvin I once hated like hell. I didn’t even see him. I guess till today I still don’t look at people around me very much, and Alvin took a while to recognise who I was hah hah hah oh but we have been talking for a while now online.

Gotta get ready to head on out to meet some fellas. I need to nurse the damm bite!

Here’s Vincent and me by the way. Thank you for waiting yesterday :)

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Jan 31, 2006 in My Shout Outs

There may be people who are misjudged. There are people who are the topic of a gossip. But these are the people who also stood up for me and protected me and made sure I was alright. These are people, whom I can trust.

Thank you Sam and Gary. And the other 2 guys who were with us sorry I lost track of the names right now. Thanks Nick for signing me into Zouk also.

Btw, Zouk was amazingly crowded yesterday. Paul Van Dyk was spinning and I have never been into a club this packed. If you were there and you managed to get in, you will know what I mean. Also spotted Kelvin the pretty boy there, poor fella couldn’t get in and decided to go home…awwww

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Jan 29, 2006 in My Shout Outs

For those wondering, the track in the background by Perez depicts what is going on in my life, at least in the relationships department. Beginning from ‘It’s been 5 months’ right to the end.

A wild Friday night I had. So wild that I never made it back to my comp till now haha. If you are thinking from the time my top came off in the club till now it has been orgies and sex, then no that is incorrect. Heck, sex and orgies aint no wild what. Let’s just leave it as that.

Fully recovered and rested after 14h of sleep (I had none the night before) for the first day of the year. It is something that I dread totally but unfortunately I gotta go through it and have it out of the way. This year I will be giving ang pows out too. No I am not married, nor remotely near to that. But I will be giving one to mom, one to dad and one to my grandpa. After 26 years of my life, I figure this would be one of the things I could do in return finally.

Happy woof woof year peeps. For those who gamble, huat la! For those collecting ang pows, also huat la! For those giving, sorry I can’t help you haha hah but you see Chinese say, give a little and get back a whole lot more in future.. :)

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Jan 25, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Courtesy of the music directors here at sillypore.com, here’s what’s playing in the Keppel Club gym :

1. Carolina Marquez – Killer Song
2. Chanel – My Life (Haji / Emanual Remix)
3. Geri Halliwell – Ride It (Hex Hector Remix)
4. Britney Spears – I’m A Slave For You ( DJ Amanda remix)
5. Mariah Carey – We Belong Together (Peter Rauhofer mix)
6. Gwen Stefani – Hollaback Girl (remix)
7. Madonna – Sorry (PSB remix)
8. Ashlee Simpson – Boyfriend
9. Britney Spears – Someday (Hi Bass Remix)
10. Ashlee Simpson – Lala (Sharp Boys mix)
11. Soul Providers – Rise

Tracks 1,2 are good warm up house mixes, while I put Rise as the last to cool things off. Killer Song is excellent!

My favourites include track 4 and 7, EXCELLENT shit I tell ya.

Till next month!

Resident House Music Director : Samuel Tan
Resident Top 40 Music Director / Compiler : Mighty Mark

Playlist for Keppel Gym (Dec)

1. Madonna – Hung Up
2. Pussycat Dolls – Don’t Cha (Kaskade Club mix)
3. R.Kelly feat B2k – Bump That
4. Amber – Sexual (DJ Amanda mix)
5. Rupee – Tempted To Touch
6. Jay Sean – Eyes On You
7. Kelis – Milkshake (mix)
8. Uniting Nations – Out Of Touch
9. Kylie Minogue – It’s In Your Eyes
10. Sugababes – Push The Button (Funky House)
11. Kosheen – Hide U (John Creamer)
12. Madonna – Sorry (Album)

Resident R&B Music Director : Rachel
Resident Top 40 Music Director : Mighty Mark

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Jan 25, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Some cohesion pictures from last friday :

Clockwise : 3SG(NS) Chao Keng Chao, Mighty Mark, 3SG Darryl (garang) Guay

L-R : 3SG(NS) Chao Keng Chao, Mighty Mark, MSG Leuis, 1WO Nick Phua

Freeze! Happy’s bedtime was interrupted and he wasn’t very happy with it. but nonetheless posed for a lil shot.

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Jan 24, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Line up for Happy :

Fri : $15/entry. Rima S from Midnight.

Not cool! I think I shall pass. She has the most disguisting show on earth. And she is proud of that indeed.

Sat : $20/entry : Resident DJ George

Sun : $20/entry : Resident DJ George

Mon : $20/entry : Guest DJ Fendi (KL)

Tues : FREE! : Resident DJ Princess Ann

So, where and where will you be? :P

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Jan 24, 2006 in My Shout Outs

I got my lil bonus today! I did ask for it and they gave it today. It wasn’t a whole lot, but it was the thought that counts. It isn’t hard to please and encourage employees. It doesn’t take a lot to please me indeed. I don’t ask for the stars and the moon. All I can dream of and wish for is one priceless gift, and that’s happiness. It sure comes in so many forms, and it is human nature to take the good stuff for granted.

Live simple. Live a life. Have fun, while one still can.

That’s the one liner for today.

I had a private message sent to me today. Here it goes :

-How can you tell if someone doesn’t respect your personal boundaries?

-When he takes it upon himself to open the snacks you bought [without asking if it is alright to] and proceed to share it with everyone else in the room!

This was in reply to something Marcus said over MSN a while back.

- “”How do you tell when someone is selfish?”

“- When he opens a drink and finishes it without offering you some!”

Indeed a lot of people take for granted the invisible boundaries set. Even my best friend doesn’t come to place and raid my fridge or open something that belongs to be without asking. It is just common courtesy. Just cause one’s a best friend etc, you don’t just do what you want and assume what the other person has, is also yours. Some may disagree, that there should be no boundaries. But of course there is. What would you say if the person takes your wife or husband as well? Sounds ridiculous. Not so, if you relook the argument. Familiarity does not equate possession. One cannot be a best friend, if the other doesn’t respect you for who you are. Frankly, I don’t think I will respect anyone who comes to my place and takes what he or she feels like. It is an intrusion of privacy. “Make yourself at home” doesn’t really imply the exact words ought to be executed! If he person crosses the line, hell there will be no next invitation half a step through my gate, let alone an invitation to ‘make yourself at home”.

My home and room is my pound. My kennel. It is private, and intimate. Not unless I have granted ‘Perm Resident’ status at least.

Bare that in mind when you go visiting during the CNY. Else, the next time you knock on the door and find no answer, you know what you did. :)

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Jan 24, 2006 in My Shout Outs

“If you want a butterfly, accept the caterpilla to”.

I thought that line’s quite meaningful. Things change over time. People change. Some things don’t, but the life cycle of the caterpilla is an extraordinaire don’t you think? From something that crawls, to a beauty that flies. It isn’t evolution. That is how it is supposed to be. Are humans like that too. From school, through O levels and JC. The guys move into the next phase in life : NS. And its back to school for some, and work for the others. The true change in a person appears to occur just around the transition into the working world. The next one would be to get married and have kids and all. For others like me, we have a different path to take. The needs are the same. The wants are nothing different. It is not normal, or abnormal, just different.

What is the one thing that links people of all genders, sexuality, race and religion together when it comes to love? It is not to find the perfect person. A perfect person will bore, in a very short time.

It is not to find a perfect person to be with. It is to seek the perfection in an imperfect being.

When one can do that, one would know, he/she is ready for love.

And that’s the thought of the day, for me.

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Jan 22, 2006 in My Shout Outs

yesterday was tiring but not too bad. after such an eccentric friday night, from the chalet visit with Gerald [my childhood best friend] to walking around my neighbourhood with this obsessively, overly emotional guy, i woke up at noon on saturday feeling a tad bit more refreshed. due to my early working hours, i have been getting out of bed at 4,5 am each morning and only catching 3-5 hrs of sleep per night. been sick because of it all.

spent the whole arvo slacking at home and was msg-ing mark and baby J to see what was going on on a saturday. since mark and i have been unwell (and i learnt that so is baby J), mark and i decided to meet up at PS to get liang teh for all of us. we met up with anthony at PS briefly and after getting the necessities, we went to look for baby J, who was working then. i think he was pretty pleased to see us and appreciative of the liang teh.

we were at newurbanmale (NUM) @ citylink and i managed to get the rainbow dog for mark. one of my lil gifts to him as an token of appreciation and care. mark seemed pleased with the purchase and placed the pooch on his shoulder for the rest of the day. the only time i “confiscated” it was when we entered ynot and i placed the pooch into my bag for storage. we decided to name the pooch “happy”. i reckon corny as it might sound, it is indeed a very apt name for the pooch.

after NUM, we headed to TP to meet one of mark’s friends, alvin for dinner. we were caught in the rain and hence headed to alvin’s house for a quick clothes change. i wore my pink “this tee looks best on your bedroom floor” NUM tee and mark wore his “cockteaser” tee. hell cute!! we went for a satisfying dinner at a nearby coffee shop before heading to this pub, C U 29. we met up with alvin’s friend, dave. a really cute guy. our type. he has this really huggable frame, droopy eyes with an easy going smile and did i mention, he sings so fucking well? i was won over. completely. but he isn’t in my jurisdiction!! why?? boo!

anywho. the pub is really quite cool. mark had a lychee martini but we both agree the lychee martini that we took at rohai’s bday gathering thingy is much nicer. i had a mango margarita – not too bad. after a couple hours of singing (yes i did sing, but after a few weeks of not practising, i reckon i did an embarrassing, not to mention abysmal, job of it all), i got quite edgy and bored. so i called baby J to ask him if he was coming down to join us. he said yeah, which got me really pleased.
mark joked that he reckons i’m more excited to see baby J than he is to see baby J. haha. i think so too – reason being i didn’t know any of mark’s other friends so having baby J helps. i really like him when we first saw him and subsequent interactions with him has confirmed that he’s a good guy.

baby J rang around 12.30 to say he was reaching ynot so i harrassed to leave C U 29. we headed down to ynot and met up with mark’s other friends… cannot really remember all their names but there’s terence, jack and chrono or something like that. mark headed off to dance. baby J was driving so he didn’t drink nor dance. so i stood by him. feeling hungry and a little congested inside ynot, we headed out for a spin to grab something to eat before making our way back. mark had a couple more drinks by then was a feeling abit oozy but nevertheless fine. suddenly the music stopped. for like more than 5 minutes i reckon and merrymakers were getting upset, started shouting on all. i found that part of the night a real put off. though i didn’t hang around much inside ynot, the only song i truly enjoyed was the remix of kylie minogue’s red blooded woman. the rest of the mixes weren’t just enough to get me pole dancing on the podium. currently craving for cheekymonkey’s now! i’m a very bump & grind person. i love sensuality, over sexuality. in general, i can’t say i preferred ynot to happy or vice versa. both serves to be chill out bars to me and i can spend more time with bro before i return back downunder, which is soon. =(

in the end, when the music started and everyone resumed their bump and grind, baby J and i decided to wait outside, which was fine by me, we sat by the curb, with me looking utterly unglam. hahaha. i reckon that baby J was feeling quite tired, so he msged mark to ask if he was ready. after an exchange of smses, we suddenly heard a couple loud bangs, which seemed to resemble gun shots. scared the skins out of us. so we thought we better head back to the car, whereby he’ll drive me to ynot to get my bag. after that, i went back in to drag mark out because he msged baby J to say he was ready to leave. that was about 3.30. baby J agreed to drop mark off first, so that the both of us can make sure he was fine and all, which i concluded he was. =)

in the end, i cabbed home because baby J wasn’t sure his way home from mine. he was kind enough to wait for me to catch a cab before he headed home. wins brownie points with me. i couldn’t have found someone better for mark. not in my capacity anyway. i really like baby J. but its all up to them anyways. i hope i can find someone who will treat me right one day, someone sweet and love me for who i am. so far, no such fortune. i can only wish.

nevertheless, i reached home arnd 4ish, exhausted. today is gonna be more chilled out i think, meeting hansel for dinner before watching some outdoor concert. the urge to go cheekymonkeys is great but no kakis. boo!

it’s been rach, mark’s sis updating!

“good girls go to heaven. bad girls go down under.” – NUM

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Jan 21, 2006 in My Shout Outs

What a Friday it has been. Wasn’t feeling well at all. Prolly had some low grade fever. Work was okay and I went to the Chevrons to attend a cohesion by my ex colleagues in OETI. It was nice meeting them all again, from OC down to the wing SM and even the CO happened to be around there. Played a couple games, caught up here and there. It was all good fun. Pictures will be put up when I do get my hands on them.

Stuart smsed me in the middle of it all, asking if I wanna go clubbing. And it took me a while to think bout it cause I already planned to go on Sat. Wasn’t well and all and Rach was trying to persuade me not to go but I reckon she knew it takes one heck of a leash to hold me back. Felt a lil better by then and I had the car so I decided to go. Heck. Sweat it all out maybe I would feel better but I had to watch my hydration and alcohol intake. Chatted a little with my lil interest of late, let’s just call him Baby J shall we. Think he might go tomorrow, yay. It would be cool. Rach wants to go check out ynot as well. Ah well.

Anyway there were 2 main shocks tonight. One was when I was dancing on the stage with after the most boring drag show I have seen by Rima S, some guy came and bump and rub me from behind. The hands soon found its way to my front and into my ahem.. down under. I didn’t really bother but as I went to the back to steal a couple sips of drinks from Stuart, I realised that guy is the bf of someone I know. I was stunned. He’s quite hot but he’s da bf of S! S was someone I added onto MSN a looong time ago cause I learnt he was sharing a place with the bf and I thought it was quite cool at that age cuz I aint doing it one bit. And its the same bf for so long now. And I don’t know what to do. To tell, or not to tell? I am sure many of you have come across this before but really, what would you do? Tell S and he might get mad if he doesn’t believe, or if he does then I might ruin that relationship? Or don’t tell but don’t ya think one deserves to know? Right now in my head I’m like, if he has to know he will but it won’t be coming from me. Or perhaps, I’ll tell him to ask the bf if the bf knows me? As in, my online profiles, and as the guy who was dancing next to him on the stage. Doubt he will forget who. Put 2 and 2 together, will that bf get the hint that I do know? I just want him to know without letting S know. I mean heck usually I wouldn’t bother. People around me know I live by no rules, but I can tell S loves the bf so much and all. Quite a dilemma. In a gist this is what it is, what would you do?

Secondly I spoke to princess ann, who was spinning tonight cause one of my frens wants to know which remix of hung up she spins. At first, and second glance she looks quite pretty. But when I spoke to her, I realise she’s a trans. I admire her physique. Many girls can only dream of having her physique. But she did spot a little adams apple when I went back to check again and yeh, putting two and two together, definitely not the cool chick I thought she was, as in, not 100% female. But she was nice enough to talk a little. She plays a neat kelly clarkson remix, one that she did on her own and she didn’t do it tonight and she said well if I wanted it, tomorrow! But I gotta remind her. Don’t think so, gonna head to the other club tomorrow. I prefer the music there I reckon. Don’t know how to handle house music really.

Hope I do wake up fine and all for gym and round 2 tomorrow. Tonight it’s a good warm up. Didn’t last as long as I could, not too well and I didn’t wanna go too far. By the way, that guy I bumped into behind the curtains who was looking for someone just as I was too, was nice enough to do a little intro. He’s nice. Friendly. Though it was a high and bye thing but it was nice, given a chance would love to get to know him as a friend.

And there you have it, a week of surprises for me and all. Will it last? What will happen tomorrow? I shall have to find out myself, and I will share if it’s share-worthy. I need my sleep for now…

Hope they play Madonna’s Sorry tomorrow again. Have a good weekend people!