Life For Rent

MessageForget the chain mail crap. I’m too lazy to remove it but you do know it is nonsense yar? But how true is the write up on your birth month?

Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a pe rfect match.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.
Jun
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself – heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Love s to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Not a pretender. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.Loves Deeply. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. [A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

Memo from CEO to Manager:

Today at 11′o clock there will be a total eclipse of the sun. This is when the sun disappears behind the moon for two minutes. As this is something that cannot be seen everyday, time will be allowed for employees to view the eclipse in the parking lot. Staff should meet in the lot at ten to eleven, when i deliver a short speech introducing the eclipse, and giving some background information. Safety goggles will be made available at a small cost.

Memo from Manager to Department Head:

Today at ten to eleven, all staff should meet in the car park. This will be followed by a total eclipse of the sun, which will appear for two minutes. For a moderate cost, this will be made safe with goggles. The CEO will deliver a short speech beforehand to give us all some information. This is not something that can be seen every day.

Memo from Department Head to Floor Manager:

The CEO will today deliver a short speech to make the sun disappear for two minutes in the form of an eclipse. This is something that cannot be seen every day, so no staff will meet in the car park at ten or eleven. This will be safe, if you pay a moderate cost.

Memo from Floor Manager to Supervisor:

Ten or eleven staff are to go to the car park, where the CEO will eclipse the sun for two minutes. This dosen’t happen everyday . It will be safe, and as usual it will cost you.

Memo from Supervisor to staff:

Some staff will go to the car park today to see the CEO disappear. It is a pity that this dosen’t happen everyday.

Had a real great night last night. Dinner with Lionel, mudpies with him Zane and Ben. Drag show at Bianco joined by Sandra and Ian. Clubbing with water falls, gin and chivas. Gosh it was so fun. Steve, the caucasian drag’s really funny too! It was a good thing I was there to watch it all, and it is apparent where the crowd is before 1am which usually sees empty clubs… ahhh.

Zane had the waterfall though I think I took 3/4 of it cause she sorta backed out at the first sip. But she got really high. Lionel got quite high too and I felt so bad cause he has dance classes Sunday morning, so I had to take him home and make sure he was fine. He’s such a sweetie to just keep me company through the night. I’m very touched indeed…

Thanks Zane and Ben for the night! Noris and Jaye what can I say, I love these 2 to bits. Noris is having his birthday this coming friday and I don’t know what to get yet. Arrgh. Thanks Sandra (Singapore’s #1 fag hag who knows everyone in Tanjong Pagar!) and Raj for the music. Thanks Ian for the night and friendship too. Not forgeting lionel, gosh i like him a hell lot for being such a sweet sweet guy. I love all these people and I aint gonna let them go so easily

And for those at the other table especially someone, can’t stand me dancing topless? Can’t stand me around? I won’t take it to heart. I could be a bitch and bitch bout it but I have decided it is NOT worth it.

Moving along, I came across this post that’s a pretty interesting read. It is rather true, and perhaps it is comforting to know that one is not alone.

hey call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Message3 SCHOOLS I WENT TO:
- Catholic High
- Temasek Poly
- UWA

3 THINGS I PUT IN MY PURSE/BACKPACK:
- Shower Gel
- Xtra clothes
- Condoms?? muahaahha!

3 THINGS I DO WHEN I AM STRESSED:
- Dancing/Clubbing
- Eating what I like
- Did I say dancing already?

3 PLACES I GO ON A DAILY BASIS:
- Bathroom
- Home (most of the time..)
- Online

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS:
- Mango
- Lychee/Rambutan
- Watermelon

3 OF MY FAVOURITE FOODs:
- Sashimi
- Noodles (all kinds)
- Bittergourd

3 NAMES I GO BY: (in order of closeness)
- mark
- princey
- *censored for vulgarity*

3 THINGS I’M WEARING RIGHT NOW:
- Specs
- sorry.. nothing else already… haha!

THE WHOS…

WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH ME:
everyone who lives here.

WHO AM I THINKING OF RIGHT NOW:
hmm… has to be MY prince….

WHO DID I LAST TALK ON THE PHONE WITH:
Karen/Ian

WHO DID I SIT WITH DURING MY 5TH PERIOD CLASS:
That is such a NONG NONG time ago…

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON I TOLD THAT I LOVED:
my prince…

WHO DO I WISH I AM WITH RIGHT NOW:
same as above.

WHO GETS ON MY NERVES IN SCHOOL:
school’s cool, no problems with anyone..

THE WHERES…

WHERE IS MY PHONE:
on my bed.

WHERE DO I SLEEP:
i can sleep anywhere….

WHERE IS THE LAST PLACE THAT I TOOK A RIDE TO:
from clubbing to home.

THE WHATS…

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING I ATE:
baked fish.

WHAT CLOUR SHIRT AM I WEARING:
topless!

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM TO ME THAT IS BLUE:
Davidoff Coolwater GAME.

WHAT DO I LIKE MOST ABOUT SCHOOL:
canteen breaks!

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR:
Blue/Magenta

WHAT DO I WEAR OFTEN JEANS/SHORTS:
Mostly jeans but I prefer berms though.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE I WATCHED:
Lakehouse

THE WHENS…

WHEN DID I START SCHOOL:
When? When I was 6? Nong Nong ago…

WHEN DID I LAST GO TO THE MALL:
Yesterday.. does heeren count?

WHEN DID I LAST BURN SOMETHING:
Night before last, accidentally burnt myself with a ciggie.

Let’s see if you qualify to be called a lunatic :

A VISITOR at a mental asylum asked the director: ‘How do you decide which patients should be institutionalised?’

The director replied: ‘Well, we first fill up a bath tub. We offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient, and ask him to empty the bathtub.’

‘Oh, I see,’ said the visitor. ‘A normal person would choose the bucket since it’s the largest.’

‘No,’ answered the director. ‘A normal person would pull the plug.’

Okay I have updated the main links so it should be easier to get to here now. For those of you who missed out on it, I apologise.

I was chatting with lionel and we were talking bout spas, sex, the past and all. The topic somehow went onto andy. I didn’t mention a name then cause I doubt he knows who andy is but we were talking and talking and suddenly it was like as if I was enlightened. Andy’s purpose in my life became quite apparent. It has been a few months and yeh it is the same andy who’s mom passed away recently due to cancer. I’m not gonna go into the analysis and details bout me and him cause it will get quite long and stuff, but the one thing he taught me, is that I could actually like and love someone again. It has been quite crazy and all, and andy was someone who could sweep me off my feet. I said it once that it would take someone who could sweep me off my feet for me to love again, and indeed I realise I was quite blown away (no pun intended) by his good heart. Whatever he was in the past, whatever he is, he does have a good heart. How do I know? Well, just trust me on that. His personality shines through the super mouse character he is. I don’t really know what he is thinking, and I still don’t. But he’s very sweet, and he’s really very nice. But it almost seems like we don’t belong to the same world, and my gut has already told me that it is a no, for this one.

Is his job done in my life? I don’t know, but he did come along, kicked up some dust and made me realise a lot of things. And for that, I will be very grateful.

Before I pen off, the quote of the day : Temper, is the one thing you can’t get rid of, by losing it.

All Why Not go’ers will recognise one song by Gloria Estefan. It’s titled ‘I Just Wanna Be Happy’. It’s quite a lame song for a club, where the sisters have dance steps to and people start throwing ice among other stuff (not me, I don’t throw at them).

But each the time song comes up, I do wanna get up and scream the lyrics out. It just makes me happy. And the title says it all for me. It is t he one and only thing I want for myself, and people around. I have said it before, I don’t want, nor hope, for this and that, that and this.

“I just wanna be happy”

It is simple, isn’t it. But is it?

I think it’s a very gay song, but I don’t really care. Gays love their emotional songs, I’ve said that time and time again. This onee’s lame, but does reach down and remind me of what I would like for myself, and what I would like to be.

Very simple lyrics. That’s how I like my life to be too, simple and uncomplicated. I won’t be putting the track here but if you want the track, just let me know.

I wanna a midnight rendezvous
I wanna give my love to you
I wanna make my dreams come true
I just wanna be happy
I wanna dance the whole night through
I wanna smell the flowers too
I wanna feel like lovers do
I just wanna be happy

Im dancin cause I feel good inside
I got the feelin that money just cant buy
I may be dreamin or is it my reality
Im a believer and I believe Im free
I can be happy because I want to be
Dont need nobody to say whats right or wrong for me

Im movin to where I wanna go
Feelin the rhythm lettin my body flow
Made a decision to control my destiny
Dont wanna sit back watchin my life go by
I wanna get up, you know I gotta fly
Wont ever give up until Im happy, joyous and free

I just wanna be happy, joyous and free
Happy, joyous and free
You know I wanna be happy, joyous and free
Happy, joyous and free
I just wanna be happy, joyous and free
Happy, joyous and free
I feel good inside
You know I wanna be happy, joyous and free

I wanna share this story I came across with everyone. Even if you are non religious, it’s a good story that makes one reflect.

I’d like to send a special message to my mei mei, princess rach with the story. I’m sure she will fully understand the story and what I wanna say to her.

THE BRICK
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag’s side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, “What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That’s a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?” The young boy was apologetic. “Please, mister…please, I’m sorry but I didn’t know what else to do,” He pleaded. “I threw the brick because no one else would stop…” With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. “It’s my brother, “he said “He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can’t lift him up.” Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, “Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He’s hurt and he’s too heavy for me.” Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. “Thank you and may God bless you,” the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: “Don’t go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!” God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don’t have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It’s our choice to listen or not. Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning Face it, friend – He is crazy about you! Send this to every “beautiful person” you wish to bless. God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Read this line very slowly and let it sink in… If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.