Archive for September, 2006

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Sep 30, 2006 in My Shout Outs

2 great fish tanks and a packed, clean room that I have… I really gotta thank my dear dear for it all. THANK YOU!!!!

And it was back to YNOT again cause the queen of clubs wants to go and it was flaunte’s big mighty show and I thought it was REALLY good indeed! But it was also confirmation that I have officially retired off the dance floor… hah hah..just ask around.. :P

On the way home we saw a massive road block just near the CTE entrance at SGH. Good thing our driver in charge didn’t even drink a drop. We did see many drivers get pulled over. tsk tsk… Good luck to them! You can almost be sure many of them were clubbing and drinking earlier. Well, if you drink, don’t drive. Like me! Else, risk getting your license suspended which will be good for the rest of us. Less cars on the road mah! :P

Don’t hate me cause I’m mean. It is the hard truth. I always take a cab back if I drank. It’s better this way, for everyone.

Here’s the thought of the day, before I really gotta start working on my assignments again.

“Life at work is like a tree full of monkeys, all on different limbs at different levels.
Some monkeys are climbing up, some are going down.
The monkeys on top look down and see a tree full of smiling faces.
The monkeys at the bottom look up and see nothing but assholes.”

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Sep 29, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Prince is a happy man! First of all he had his claypot rice. Something that he has been having cravings sincea month ago probably. Went out with my love to get new fish and all too. We have washed and cleaned the 2 tanks I have (finally!) and I’m letting the water settle down before putting in the fish. Shall go for a run in just a tad while.

Also finished my final DJ lesson where a mixtape was done. Si fu and I discussed the mistakes I made in terms of mixing in, programming and overall feel. I selected about 9 tracks for a 30 minute mix tape but had to exceed till about 39 mins for a total of 10 tracks. I began with some David Morales, slowly building up with a few freemason remixed tracks like world hold on and deja vu (tracks I normally would use for last set though, depending on programming) and then slowly building up further with some commercial tracks by mary j blige and then one of my favourites, Watchin by freemason feat. amanda wilson. Finished it all off with Blaze’s Most Precious Love, which is somewhat near my beginning of a main set. Yup, pretty much an early set mixtape. Lots to practice on still and all though. I’m really happy to share stuff with DJ friends. We do learn from one another and it’s a very interesting journey of music to flow along with. Music as it is, can singlehandedly take me away to places far away, back in time and stuff. Tripping on music! YES!

Work wise, I am really hoping to get this one I’m after. Cross your fingers for me. Hopefully I do get it and I’ll tell you all about it then. Meantime, weekend just round the corner. Rock on!

PS : As good as things can be, I’ll not forget bout you my love :)

Music : Mariah Carey – Don’t Forget Bout Us

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Sep 27, 2006 in My Shout Outs

I think many people have been receiving weird overseas number that begin with +86xxxx…. Really long string of numbers and all.

Here’s what the news said about it :

MOBILE phone users here have again become the target of scammers from China – though unfortunately for the con artists, the scam does not appear to work very well.
It starts with the mobile user receiving a call from a number with a +861 prefix, believed to be made by con artists using an automated dialling system that calls mobile numbers here at random.

Once connected, the scammer lets the phone ring once and then hangs up. This is done in the hope that some of the targets will return the call and connect to a premium-service number, with a charge of several dollars per minute.

R.C., a 23-year-old undergraduate who declined to give his full name, received one of these calls. He gave in to curiosity and called the number. He heard a recorded message in Mandarin telling him he had won a US$88,000 (S$139,000) cash prize, but promptly hung up because ‘it sounds like a scam’.

The calls began about three weeks ago, but the three mobile operators – SingTel, StarHub and MobileOne – told The Straits Times they have not received many complaints.

The Straits Times also tried calling some of the numbers, but they had already been disconnected.

In countries such as China and the United States, where variants of this scam had previously surfaced, the recorded message typically would try to get the caller to dial a premium-service number.

However, this trick will not work here, because scammers need to have a billing relationship with the phone operators in order to collect any payment from callers to their premium numbers. The telcos here typically scrutinise all such requests carefully as a preventive measure against scams.

However, earlier this year, one scam slipped through the net. A Chinese company called MyGlobalFun managed to charge mobile users here $1 each for 300,000 Chinese New Year SMS messages it sent out via local content provider mTouche, which had fed the company the phone numbers.

mTouche was fined $150,000.

On the off chance that customers are billed for premium services they did not use, ‘affected customers can approach us for help, and we will certainly look into each one on a case-by-case basis’, said StarHub spokesman Cassie Fong.

A source familiar with the telecommunications industry said the only way scammers could make money doing this was if they were in cahoots with a Chinese phone operator. Charges for IDD calls are split between the local and overseas phone operators.

Ms Fong said StarHub contacted the mobile companies in China where the calls were coming from two weeks ago. Since then, she said, the volume of these calls has ‘fallen significantly’ as the lines have been disconnected.

For now, said SingTel spokesman Tricia Lee, mobile users are strongly advised to avoid calling back if they notice a missed call from an unfamiliar overseas number.

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Sep 25, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Reading through a forums dedicated to love songs recommended by people, I came across Trouble Sleeping once again. It is such a beautiful song… although I probably barely understand less than half of the song. Nonetheless it does remind me of my UK stint a hell lot. Something close to my heart indeed. I miss Wales!!!

I don’t know if it is released as a single yet, but in case you have forgotten how it sounds like, here’s some lyrics:

Trouble Sleeping
Performed by: Corinne Bailey Rae

Its late and i’m feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping

This constant compromise
Between sleeping and breathing

Could it be I’m suffering
Because I’ll never give in
Won’t say that I’m falling in love
Tell me I don’t see myself
Couldn’t I blame something else
Don’t say I’m falling in love

Some kinda therapy is all i need
Please believe me

Some instant remedy
That can cure me completely

Could it be I’m suffering
Because I’ll never give in
Won’t say that I’m falling in love
Tell me I don’t see myself
Couldn’t I blame something else
Don’t say I’m falling in love

Cause I’ve been there before
It’s not enough
So nobody say it
Don’t even say it
I got my eyes shut
Whoah, no
Whoah, no, no, no

Could it be I’m suffering
Because I’ll never give in
Won’t say that I’m falling in love
Tell me I don’t see myself
Couldn’t I blame something else
Don’t say I’m falling in love

Don’t say that i’m falling in love…
Don’t say that i’m falling in love…

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Sep 19, 2006 in My Shout Outs

I caught a show earlier at GV Plaza which is one of their Surprise Screening Tuesdays whereby the audience doesn’t know what the title of the show is other than knowing its genre and that it has never been shown in public before. And it costs 5 bucks. Why not?

Turned out to be Little Miss Sunshine. Bout a family with a druggie grandpa who has the most contraversial sort of opinions on stuff, a gay guy who committed suicide once and is now living with the family under their close watch, the little grand daughter who was to take part in the Little Miss Sunshine contest with dance steps choreographed by the grand dad, a husband who’s such an asshole at times, and a son who hasn’t spoken in 9 months. And supposedly will not till he gets into the airforce.

So there we have a divorcee (the mom), a bankrupt (the dad), a suicidal person (the gay guy), the son, the daugher, all en route to california where the contest is held. So much drama and incidents happened along the way. It sure had its laughs here and there and stuff and you know what, I don’t even really know how to write a sypnosis bout it. It was never released, cause perhaps it isn’t a high budget block buster with an excitng cast and all but I felt overall it had a good feel kinda vibe to it all. I don’t know if anyone can find it easily out there but I think it is worth watching. Following the family’s journey through the journey that almost wasn’t possible, and that end of the day it is all about family that counts. The support and bond within a family is untangible. A lot of people have loads of problems at home. Who doesn’t. A lot of us also extend that ‘family’ tie to close friends as well.

Whichever way it goes, understand that in all of us we have inperfections. In the above show we have the son who can never be a pilot cause he’s color blind (as he found out later in the show) a grandpa who died from a drug overdose, a father who’s hopeless in his career, a mom who was a divorcee, a daughter who’s not really gifted in terms of looks and the ability to be crowned on stage, and a gay suicidal fella. We all have imperfections. But to see the perfection among the imperfection and being able to accept it, is what I call love.

And yes… gays are being shown as someone who’s a loser and suicidal. Again. What’s new around here? Have grown to accept it by now. There are many lessons to see and learn though. Learn to see the perfection beyond someone’s imperfection, and suddenly you may just feel the world isn’t that bad a place to be in after all.

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Sep 15, 2006 in My Shout Outs

The dreaded heartache returned. It hurts. So so much. I don’t know what it stands for this time. Is it gonna be like the last time round?

Anyway things are so screwed up.. all of you are better off staying away from me. But it is friday so for all you lucky fellas. TGIF to you all. Have fun.

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Sep 14, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Oh gee it has been such a while since I looked beyond the love bubble eh?

Caught a few shows here and there. Click’s something I have mentioned. Watched it twice and it was very worth it. Frostbite is nonsense. Singapore Dreaming is so real but don’t expect too much out of it. One thing I have learnt from the film – Keppel Club (my home ground) is a prime and prestigious club EVERYONE wants to be in. hah hah…

The Devil Wears Prada.. is every gay/drag/woman’s show. They’ll be able to relate to the diva’ness and witty lines.. not forgetting the fashionistas that’s plentiful throughout the film. However, playng the game in showbizz isn’t something everyone can be part of and there’s a price to pay. Politics. The harsh reality that one would do anything to secure his or her throne. It doesn’t matter how many you kill or sacrifice. The winner’s the one who sits on the throne at the end of the day.

That is something I never really wanted to be part of, and I’m willing to trade a good salary for that. I’m sure my baby will understand.

On the other hand, sometimes I feel so useless that I’m not able to give him everything he needs. *sigh*

Darn my neck.. it’s still giving me problems… arrrgh

There’s lots to do and loads on my mind. What a mess. But I hope to have them sorted out. Soon. Meanwhile it’s ration time.

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Sep 10, 2006 in My Shout Outs

090906.

The significance of that number?

It marked the debut of my mom, the proclaimed Queen of clubs at why not. She insisted on watching bapok show so we we all went and pretty had a wild time dancing the night away.

How many sons go clubbing with their mother? How many mothers go to GAY clubbing with their gay son? AND their ’son in law’? And dancing on podium with her topless son?

I probably shocked many people. Many. Then again they all know we aint the Queen and the Prince for no reason.

Me. my mom, and my step dad. All of us dancing in a trio at the console and suddenly I got a kiss from my mom on my left, and a kiss from my step dad on my right. What I really felt was acceptance. The night began REALLY badly at the door but by the time everything ended I was more than pacified. It wasn’t a fun dancing night, but the significance behind it all, I’ll do it hundreds of times if I had to just to experience it again.

But the significance was more than all of it. It sorta signified the acceptance of me the way I am, and my dear dear. Which meant a lot. There are a lot of things that cannot be changed but for the many that can I would want to. To show my mom that her son is happy this way and all. Isaac is practically living with me and I cannot even begin to describe how it feels to see someone you love before you close your eyes for the night ,and to see him first thing in the morning. The one or two days when he wasn’t around I sorta woke up feeling lost. Like something is missing.

We all had supper and we all came home…together.

090906. 9 days after being together officially. How quick we move. I have to agree. But only the 2 of us know…

To all of you who have something to say, all I’d say is, with love there are no rules logic or laws. You just have to accept that. It is true, and you know it is.

I love you baby. It’s true. It’s damn true.

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Sep 07, 2006 in My Shout Outs

It’s been an amazing few days. Some stuff didn’t go as well, but there’s nothing that can be that bad when my baby’s with me…

Went for medical review today. MO said he will board me again so let’s see how it goes..

I miss my baby tonight. I’m not used to being alone in my room now. *sigh* You know a while back he was saying, he asked previous guys for the moon. Literally yes. And see what they came up with. He was just talking about it and I wasn’t with him back then yet but I said my piece and commented on what I would say. I know it would sound cheesy so I’m not gonna say what I said hah hah! It is only for him to know..

Today, Ian asked me for Teresa Teng’s Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin. Translated it’s The Moon Represents My Heart. And then it hit me. That’s exactly what I meant I guess. Wow. It is a sad touching song done by the late Teresa Teng..

I miss my baby. Love him to bits. I know he knows but I wanna say it over and over again..

And I wanna do so.. for a loooong looooong time to come…

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Sep 05, 2006 in My Shout Outs

Did I also mention that I took a different stand to my mom’s sms bout gays guys and hiv blah blah blah? Normally I would just reply something sacarstic in return or simply delete the message but I was convinced by dear to try a different method. It seems to work very well so far. Could be early to tell but let’s watch.

She definitely knows for sure. Condoning it or accepting it is another thing .It is only fair that time is given. I don’t expect anyone to accept over night. But I did craft my words well so hopefully it will work. My baby is definitely worth it too ! *crosses fingers*