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We had a pact which we stated from the start of the week that we would like to fulfill come Christmas only. We did miss each other a whole lot so I went to see him but despite everything and I mean everything we stuck to our guns and I can honestly tell you it was no mean feat. I very much wanted something and so did he but the affections we have for each other is very sacred in that sense and I am very glad we managed to stick onto our promise to each other. To wait, patiently. It was no easy feat that is for sure! Why am I glad? That despite temptations and all we managed to stick onto our little promise; and that means quite a bit to me cause it shows me how much he means to me and how sacred a promise is to each other. I don’t like to make promises that I have no intention of keeping. Then again, we didn’t exactly make a promise did we? However we did say what we would not like to do.
I know it all appears lovey dovey and silly and maybe it is. I am entitled to my sillyness once in a while right. The bottom line is, we managed to hold it off despite all odds. It was disappointing to us there and then for both of us but I trust it will be all good and will be set right later, very shortly. I can’t wait… to begin a new life with him. I know I have said many mushy stuff in the past but it is different this time. Very different. I will save the mushy stuff here but what I’d say to my meechy baobei is – I am glad I found you, and I am not going to let you go that easily. If I can help it, I don’t wanna let you go at all. 
Let it be said here, and hold true for as long as time lets us.
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